![]() Friday, March 10, 2006
oh my god, a kleptomaniac has stolen my soul!
my hypocondriac tendencies, tell me so. dont worry ill be hunky-dory. on a less confusing note i am angry. why you may ask? well apart from people who spit and dogs that always smell your naughty places and cheese that is blue which it isnt supposed to be eaten because its just wrong. your not supposed to eat something once its stale! well im angry at something, now ive just forgotten it because you've put me off. but nevertheless i am angry with the world at hand. angry with the pollution being puffed into the atmosphere. angry with cars that dont indicate where they are going. angry with a society of suit wearing, bald headed, mount blanc pen weilding and overall well spoken people. i am angry with the fact that we only live up to a less than a century. angry with those that live to be over a century. i am angry at my blog entry because i cant find what it is that i am angry about. but i am happy. yes, heeee. i am happy because i am a human being and therefore i am entitled to change my mood at any time i want. i am entitled to be as randomly mooded as i want to be. so i am happy. and theres nothing you can do about it. god this is getting rather boring... why are people so depressed nowadays?? i mean in the old days (caveman days). i couldnt picture a caveperson commiting suicide because he didnt finish his homework or he didnt have enough friends. its all this pressure put on us as humans. get a degree, get a job, you must have a relationship, you must have friends. what ever happened to just being happy because your alive. to breathe the fresh air and go out on a limb to enjoy running across empty fields all by yourself. why must we all be so depressed because we have no money and our mothers refuse to talk to us anymore. come on citizens of the world. lets live like cavemen. lets go to the beach and splash in the waves. lets boycott escalators by pressiing the stop button repeatedly. lets refuse to use umbrellas when its raining and go around shouting, its not going to kill you its only less acidic than lemon juice!! but what do i know. im just a boy. i havent gotten my first paycheck yet, just to realise that a huge chunk of it has just been taken by the goverment and the other to my cpf. i havent had children only to learn that they are just reincarnations of the devil himself. i havent married a model only to learn that she has severe mental illnesses in which she bursts into rages and trys to kill me. i havent been fired. i havent grown old and lost my hairline. i havent LIVED!!! although i do have pimples and raging hormones with no resolve. ah fuck it! its better to be depressed. that way you can look forward to being happy. but wait a second... i thought about this the other day. looking forward to being happy. how the hell is that a statement to cheer someone up. think about it. if your only looking forward to something, then it has not yet come. and therefore your happyness is not here yet, and so you are still in your state of depression. how does this help someone who is depressed when all they learn is that they are not recieving their happyness yet, but its far away in teh distant future. i mean its not here yet, so why is that something to be cheered up about. so next time someone says to you. "dont worry mate, at least its something to look forward too". you should say piss oFF!!!1!!!!!1!!! ahh here we are. the end of yet another blog entry. the purpose of my writing i do not know, but still i carry on in a rather confused and slightly lonely and sad fashion. i am inspired by vodka for it is my friend. you too are my friend for you have read so much and yet not posted something on my tagboard like, "your a wanker" or "die in flames mofo!". so therefore i like you very much. and thus i will continue writing of these aimless and pointless entries onto my space on the internet which is free. ahh i love the world, and you! oh and beer!!! ahhah goodnight!!!!
James Barr at 1:52 PM
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