_don't bother trying to explain, angel

im just so over the top pissed off at the universe right now. i swear i could just get up and smash something up right now. but i cant particularly move so ill just sit here. it started while i was watching television ( that sneaky bastard). so i was sitting (lying) there watching the documentary on Krakatoa, the worlds most famous volcanic eruption in indonesia. so the whole show got me so hungry to see the bloody thing explode. they kept referring to it. "the gigantic blast of Krakatoa was about to take place". "the tremors were felt and the locals knew it was about to happen". so there you are just waiting to see the humungous explosion and tsunami wiping everything out and cool special effects. but NOOOO! it just goes on and on and on about what happens before. like what the locals expected and what they did before the blast. like who gives a shit man?? did people really care what Hitler did BEFORE genocide. did people like go oh look at that small boy. hes going to grow up to be stalin. interesting. okay thats besides the point and i shant make myself look stoopid any further. so at the end they leave you so abruptly, so suddenly, its all just so unreal. "tune in to Part 2 to witness the huge devastation caused by the Krakatoa blast" and "Krakatoas leaves in its wake rubble and destruction. catch all this next sunday on channel news asia". and you just sit there and scream a thousand curses. but due to restrictions of movement i just kinda sat there motionless and expressionless and decided to move on with my life instead of dwelling in a television show.

AH but then we move on to the internet. the thing that made life so easy!!!! yeah right. so i wanna watch a john mayer video on yahoo. so i search search so happy and i find like this cool archive of videos to stream but when i click it says you need Internet Explorer 7.1 or Mozilla Firefox 1.0.4 in order to run it. like what the hel why do you guys have to keep coming up with updates??? is it really faster or better. its like soon everything will be applicated in split second technology. and soon enough it will become so fast it will switch to like -2 seconds. so before you even want something, you get it! like there will be an oven that detects your stomachs movements and cooks a pizza ahead of time for you to eat. so your like god im hungry and POOF theres a baking hot pizza on the table. so anyway i download the latest mozilla thingy ( Mozilla Firefox 1.5) and search for the page again. and in my search the FIRST PARAGRAPH OF THIS ENTRY WAS LOST due to the browser restarting without a bloody warning. okay.. so i get the video up and it says you need a plugin so i download that as well which requires a few minutes of work clicking here and there. so then when everything just seems to be going fine! i get this fucking message : "We're sorry, this version of Firefox is not supported. We are working on a compatible version for this browser. You can download a previous version of Firefox here!".
so its like you cant have a TOO updated version. yet you cant have a not so updated version. so what they want us all to be middle updated Firefox users?? there is no sense to the internet. and yahoo videos, mozilla, plugins and whatever else can just go piss off and eat their own shit!

so its now 3am and there is nothing to watch on television except Cops xmas special. wtf is that anyway i only read the title. like cops in santa costumes hunting down criminals with a sleigh? like ho ho ho what you doing with a ho? your going to jail, just grab ol rudolphs tail. and then after that they show the most uninteresting and boring italian football who nobody in singapore gives a shit about. its like two unknown teams playing in a stadium where the crowd throw flares like the english throw hotdogs. cant channel 5 even afford lets say spanish football? at least some people in singapore care about that. im sorry for the rant which does not seem interesting even to me. its probably my hip/groin/otherparts that are hurting so bad that they are manifesting their bleak black evilness in my entries.

back to the doctor tomorrow where we shall find out what shall cause my death. this or old age.