_don't bother trying to explain, angel

ahhhh a new year just around the corner. theres many things to be said about 2004. alot has happened, not all good, not all bad. theres been ups and downs. as i sit here in a house in a place called elfenstein somewhere in scotland, typing on a laptop that belongs to my dads friend, i reccount my days.
i suppose with each year you gain you get along a load of shitpiles. this year especially i learnt this. friendships struggle, blah blah blah. thats bound to happen right? but we get over these things. they fade with time and we forget them. jc life can be said to be less than desireble but its part and parcel i guess. this year is gonna be both the most exiting and demanding one i will probably come across.
with that said i just wanna thank everyone in my life for keeping me on my feet. ( and letting me copy history outlines (; ) im glad i have such people close to me. and i thank whichever god is in charge. cheers. a good way to end the year with my dad getting re-married. its a happy time and im glad for him hes found someone to share his days with. im on a quest now as the one to find my mother a good rich aussie hubby. heh heh. who drives a bmw so i can get free lifts..
i suppose thats the end of the entry but there isnt really much else to do so im going to go on.. i still havent done my history homework yet.. which coincides with one of my new years resolutions which is to do my homework all on time and all with maximun effort. yeah lets see how long that one lasts. hahah. my new years resolutions always start a few months after new year anyway. so i make a new new years resoltion to keep my new year resolutions new and enforce them upon myself. oohah. dads in the other room watching mighty morphin power rangers with a four year old. not to mention he sleeping.. cant wait to get back to singapore. get back to saying lah and leh and loh. ive been explaining a few vulgarities over here. the likes of knnbccbnnb which was quite entertaining. hearing it said in a european accent is hillarious.. what else... this could be one of my longest entries yet and yet i dont see much point in it..
whats been pretty fucked up recently has been the tsunami destruction and how its dampened everyones spirit. the world is no doubt coming to an end soon.. icebergs will start melting at a unusually rapid rate increasing the sea level and flooding and submerging whole countries at once forcing people to migrate to other countries and hence the population grows and aids spreads and theres no room for all these people and soon overcrowding the whole world and therefore... oh well im sure the power rangers'll save us. speaking of power rangers i think ill go join my dad.. happy new year.